Hidden Mothers

Duration – 10 min.


Commissioned by Art of Élan


Premiered by and written for Kontras Quartet

Hidden Mother photography was a genre of portraits popular in the Victorian era. Limitations of early camera technology required long exposure times and children were difficult subjects. To help keep them still, their mother would be present, but hidden under a shroud, behind curtains, or even disguised as a chair. While this technique was successful, the resulting images can be considered quite unsettling today. 

I think this unique style of photography serves as an interesting metaphor for the role that women have historically had in Western culture. The astounding amount of work and sacrifice required of motherhood forms the very foundation of society. However, their efforts often go unrecognized or intentionally hidden from the public. 

With this in mind, I decided to base this piece on three mothers who have had an important role in my life. Pam is my own mother. 연주 (Yeon-Joo) is my wife’s birth mother (My wife was adopted from South Korea when she was four months old). Lauren is my wife, who gave birth to our daughter just a few weeks before I finished composing this piece. 

 

Hidden Mothers